My early 40’s were spent chasing my dream of running the “perfect half marathon”. I have multiple training journals outlining my stretching and strengthening routines as well as the countless miles I spent on the roads, all with the sole purpose of producing a speedy and respectable race time that I could be proud of. My training plan was my “end all be all”. Nothing kept me from a training run; not inclement weather nor an unhealthy body. I devised a plan, put on blinders and went about my training with absolutely no deviations. As soon as one exhausting race was over, I started doggedly training for the next. This rigidity ended up being my undoing. Eventually, training while injured brought an abrupt end to the running phase of my life. The only way I was willing to release myself from the unrelenting bond I had with my plan was through the pain of a fairly serious injury. I can’t say that I was entirely unhappy to hear the news, either. While I’ve missed my running buddies in the ensuing years, I felt a huge sigh of relief when told it was time to curtail my plan.
In my humble opinion, plans are for the fearful. Plans are what we construct when we don’t have faith that our dreams will come to fruition without rigid confines. Plans are the ABC’s of making something happen. As I’ve gotten older I have less interest in making things happen, and more interest in visioning my dreams and allowing them to happen. Visions hold layers of dreams, loosely held, that allow for course corrections through their unfolding. Had I held the vision of running a great half marathon, I might still be running today. Visions absolutely include a desired result but don’t put a premium on it occurring in one specific way, as does a plan.
Recently, I had the opportunity to experience my dream of being a great motivator; a dream I’ve envisioned for nearly 2 years. Because I’ve let go of plans and now allow visions to guide my process, this dream presented itself quite unexpectedly. Unlike my running dream where I was completely dogged in my approach with a plan, I allowed myself to be completely open to this experience while feeling into new dreams at the same time. The result was the complete opposite of what happened at the end of each of my races. Rather than feeling emotionally and physically drained, I enjoyed this dream feeling completely exhilarated and ready for more. Because I’m allowing my dream of being a motivator to unfold within a vision, I haven’t felt the need to keep a choke hold on a plan of the exact way it should come into my life. With that said, I had the beautiful opportunity to speak on HUGS Talk radio show with Antiqua Lisha Libbey, and motivate through the air waves. I will leave you with a recording of the show and encourage each of you to think about releasing your plans for the expansion that can be found within a vision.